1 00:00:15,110 --> 00:00:11,509 my name is blessed IRA and I'm a channel 2 00:00:16,910 --> 00:00:15,120 for a spirit called tabash okay I think 3 00:00:19,820 --> 00:00:16,920 I'm gonna start off a little bit when 4 00:00:22,609 --> 00:00:19,830 when I was about six years old I was 5 00:00:25,040 --> 00:00:22,619 always conscious of there was something 6 00:00:26,839 --> 00:00:25,050 more I didn't know what it was I didn't 7 00:00:28,880 --> 00:00:26,849 know how to interpret it at that age but 8 00:00:31,999 --> 00:00:28,890 there was always a feeling of a presence 9 00:00:34,069 --> 00:00:32,009 of more than than what life was showing 10 00:00:35,270 --> 00:00:34,079 me and I was brought up in Canada I 11 00:00:37,549 --> 00:00:35,280 spent the first eleven years of my life 12 00:00:40,250 --> 00:00:37,559 there and I remember walking through the 13 00:00:43,250 --> 00:00:40,260 forests and feeling energy and being 14 00:00:44,720 --> 00:00:43,260 conscious that there was just like 15 00:00:46,729 --> 00:00:44,730 someone was following me or someone was 16 00:00:49,760 --> 00:00:46,739 walking with me and also remember going 17 00:00:52,279 --> 00:00:49,770 into the local cemetery and just hanging 18 00:00:54,139 --> 00:00:52,289 around there and and again not knowing 19 00:00:56,150 --> 00:00:54,149 why I was doing there but I was actually 20 00:00:58,930 --> 00:00:56,160 feeling the energy feeling the power and 21 00:01:03,439 --> 00:00:58,940 just felt really peaceful and harmonious 22 00:01:07,640 --> 00:01:03,449 in 1971 we emigrated to New Zealand and 23 00:01:09,710 --> 00:01:07,650 I just had those years of just growing 24 00:01:12,380 --> 00:01:09,720 up and doing the normal things that that 25 00:01:15,590 --> 00:01:12,390 kids do it was really in my twenties 26 00:01:18,560 --> 00:01:15,600 that I started developing this higher 27 00:01:21,469 --> 00:01:18,570 idea of myself as a spiritual being at 28 00:01:24,590 --> 00:01:21,479 in my mid-20s my wife was diagnosed with 29 00:01:27,830 --> 00:01:24,600 breast cancer at the time it was not a 30 00:01:30,410 --> 00:01:27,840 very good prognosis so we started doing 31 00:01:33,200 --> 00:01:30,420 a lot of reading on life after death and 32 00:01:35,630 --> 00:01:33,210 alternative things and we got so 33 00:01:36,980 --> 00:01:35,640 involved in that that in a way we almost 34 00:01:40,819 --> 00:01:36,990 forgot that she had cancer 35 00:01:43,340 --> 00:01:40,829 and it really triggered off in me that 36 00:01:45,170 --> 00:01:43,350 as I said before something more and I 37 00:01:47,840 --> 00:01:45,180 suddenly realized I could put a title on 38 00:01:49,969 --> 00:01:47,850 to what I was experiencing before and so 39 00:01:54,050 --> 00:01:49,979 I just kept developing with this and 40 00:01:56,240 --> 00:01:54,060 reading meditating I started to 41 00:01:58,490 --> 00:01:56,250 recognize a certain synchronicity that 42 00:02:01,480 --> 00:01:58,500 was being established and the people 43 00:02:03,850 --> 00:02:01,490 that I was connecting up with the 44 00:02:07,999 --> 00:02:03,860 experiences that were coming my way and 45 00:02:10,070 --> 00:02:08,009 I was really enjoying this different 46 00:02:12,530 --> 00:02:10,080 version of myself if you like just 47 00:02:13,620 --> 00:02:12,540 opening up this door to that spiritual 48 00:02:15,360 --> 00:02:13,630 part of me 49 00:02:17,670 --> 00:02:15,370 never thinking in a billion years that I 50 00:02:20,460 --> 00:02:17,680 would be working as a spiritual Channel 51 00:02:24,150 --> 00:02:20,470 I mean in that stage I didn't even know 52 00:02:27,600 --> 00:02:24,160 what channeling was anyway I was living 53 00:02:30,210 --> 00:02:27,610 my life and Kay my wife started getting 54 00:02:33,180 --> 00:02:30,220 better and we started just carrying on 55 00:02:35,460 --> 00:02:33,190 with the whole soul stuff and then I 56 00:02:37,350 --> 00:02:35,470 realized that spirit was pointing me in 57 00:02:39,570 --> 00:02:37,360 certain directions and I was meeting up 58 00:02:43,740 --> 00:02:39,580 as people with people who were psychics 59 00:02:46,560 --> 00:02:43,750 and mediums and healers etc and at some 60 00:02:49,560 --> 00:02:46,570 point we went away to the UK to visit 61 00:02:52,610 --> 00:02:49,570 some friends and family and while we 62 00:02:55,290 --> 00:02:52,620 were away my mother-in-law passed away 63 00:02:57,420 --> 00:02:55,300 we've been in Egypt actually at the time 64 00:02:59,010 --> 00:02:57,430 and I remember my wife actually saying 65 00:02:59,690 --> 00:02:59,020 specifically I'll something's happened 66 00:03:02,250 --> 00:02:59,700 to my mother 67 00:03:03,840 --> 00:03:02,260 anyway we got back to England and you 68 00:03:06,510 --> 00:03:03,850 know we were told that this had happened 69 00:03:07,740 --> 00:03:06,520 we had a feeling to go to the 70 00:03:09,930 --> 00:03:07,750 spiritualist Church actually which was 71 00:03:13,020 --> 00:03:09,940 in Belgrave Square in London and they 72 00:03:16,110 --> 00:03:13,030 always have visiting mediums and 73 00:03:19,050 --> 00:03:16,120 psychics so we thought we'd go and try 74 00:03:20,900 --> 00:03:19,060 this out and there was a medium from a 75 00:03:23,520 --> 00:03:20,910 place called Norfolk and in England and 76 00:03:26,310 --> 00:03:23,530 he came up to my wife and gave her this 77 00:03:28,140 --> 00:03:26,320 absolutely perfect message from her 78 00:03:30,270 --> 00:03:28,150 mother which was really beautiful and 79 00:03:33,030 --> 00:03:30,280 accurate and then he came up to me and 80 00:03:36,150 --> 00:03:33,040 he said ah spirit wants to talk to me 81 00:03:38,250 --> 00:03:36,160 about your career and the choices now at 82 00:03:41,220 --> 00:03:38,260 that point in my life I had seriously 83 00:03:43,770 --> 00:03:41,230 been considering a medical career and so 84 00:03:47,070 --> 00:03:43,780 the man said to me well I see two rooms 85 00:03:49,230 --> 00:03:47,080 and in the first room I see a big 86 00:03:51,420 --> 00:03:49,240 building with a red cross on it and then 87 00:03:53,970 --> 00:03:51,430 I see a room which is just full of light 88 00:03:55,830 --> 00:03:53,980 and he told me that whatever you choose 89 00:03:58,800 --> 00:03:55,840 you're going to excel in and it's just a 90 00:04:00,060 --> 00:03:58,810 matter of choice well obviously the the 91 00:04:02,010 --> 00:04:00,070 building with the Red Cross that was a 92 00:04:04,620 --> 00:04:02,020 hospital I had no idea what he was 93 00:04:07,920 --> 00:04:04,630 talking about in regards to the other 94 00:04:10,160 --> 00:04:07,930 one hmm anyway we finished oh excuse me 95 00:04:12,300 --> 00:04:10,170 the trip came back to New Zealand I 96 00:04:15,270 --> 00:04:12,310 remember reading in the paper this 97 00:04:17,160 --> 00:04:15,280 little ad and it was a woman who was a 98 00:04:19,349 --> 00:04:17,170 channel and she was visiting Wellington 99 00:04:21,539 --> 00:04:19,359 and she was giving a public talk so I 100 00:04:22,710 --> 00:04:21,549 said to my wife all let's go and check 101 00:04:25,140 --> 00:04:22,720 this out this is gonna be really 102 00:04:27,240 --> 00:04:25,150 interesting so we went and it was it was 103 00:04:29,040 --> 00:04:27,250 fascinating in this woman she channeled 104 00:04:31,200 --> 00:04:29,050 Egyptian goddess Isis and I'd never seen 105 00:04:33,960 --> 00:04:31,210 a channel before in my life and she was 106 00:04:35,880 --> 00:04:33,970 a full trance so she liked the way 107 00:04:38,640 --> 00:04:35,890 tabash works with me now she used the 108 00:04:40,680 --> 00:04:38,650 whole body and so she was giving really 109 00:04:43,110 --> 00:04:40,690 you know quite beautiful powerful 110 00:04:45,030 --> 00:04:43,120 general messages to the audience anyway 111 00:04:47,580 --> 00:04:45,040 then she stopped and she just stared out 112 00:04:49,230 --> 00:04:47,590 into the audience and then she pointed 113 00:04:51,900 --> 00:04:49,240 into the audience and said you are a 114 00:04:53,970 --> 00:04:51,910 channel and I thought she was talking 115 00:04:55,410 --> 00:04:53,980 about some dude behind me and I sort of 116 00:04:58,530 --> 00:04:55,420 turned around and went wow that's cool 117 00:05:01,440 --> 00:04:58,540 and then she goes no no no you like this 118 00:05:04,230 --> 00:05:01,450 you see and I hate anything like that 119 00:05:05,490 --> 00:05:04,240 where I get pointed out and I get 120 00:05:07,440 --> 00:05:05,500 embarrassed and so I could feel myself 121 00:05:10,440 --> 00:05:07,450 blushing and wanting to shrink into my 122 00:05:12,570 --> 00:05:10,450 seat and the long short of it was that 123 00:05:16,440 --> 00:05:12,580 we ended up doing quite a few of the 124 00:05:18,420 --> 00:05:16,450 seminars that this woman ran and it was 125 00:05:20,550 --> 00:05:18,430 there that I just took another step in 126 00:05:21,960 --> 00:05:20,560 regards to myself development is not 127 00:05:23,909 --> 00:05:21,970 just as a spiritual person but as a 128 00:05:25,830 --> 00:05:23,919 human being as well and made her an 129 00:05:28,590 --> 00:05:25,840 enormous link with really amazing 130 00:05:31,350 --> 00:05:28,600 like-minded people and so we did these 131 00:05:34,260 --> 00:05:31,360 seminars for a couple of years and by 132 00:05:36,990 --> 00:05:34,270 this stage I was beginning to feel that 133 00:05:39,060 --> 00:05:37,000 there was this presence of something and 134 00:05:41,700 --> 00:05:39,070 and that someone was really trying to 135 00:05:43,320 --> 00:05:41,710 get my attention and I had no clue what 136 00:05:44,760 --> 00:05:43,330 it was I mean I mean I thought I must be 137 00:05:46,800 --> 00:05:44,770 the spirit guides around that sort of 138 00:05:48,840 --> 00:05:46,810 thing anyway 139 00:05:51,000 --> 00:05:48,850 Isis I had a session with her and she 140 00:05:53,550 --> 00:05:51,010 said you have this entity around who 141 00:05:56,820 --> 00:05:53,560 called tabash Salome Ham and he would 142 00:05:57,390 --> 00:05:56,830 like to work with you and the moment she 143 00:06:00,390 --> 00:05:57,400 said it 144 00:06:03,540 --> 00:06:00,400 I remember feeling oh yeah that makes 145 00:06:07,980 --> 00:06:03,550 sense I didn't feel any big big deal 146 00:06:09,810 --> 00:06:07,990 about anything and so I just started 147 00:06:12,240 --> 00:06:09,820 working with the idea of his name and 148 00:06:13,890 --> 00:06:12,250 and I in my own words I just put a 149 00:06:17,190 --> 00:06:13,900 thought out to him and said yeah okay 150 00:06:18,690 --> 00:06:17,200 well you know let's introduce each other 151 00:06:21,150 --> 00:06:18,700 and and see what this this becomes 152 00:06:22,680 --> 00:06:21,160 anyway so I kept doing this and then one 153 00:06:25,110 --> 00:06:22,690 day I was sitting here in a meditation 154 00:06:28,020 --> 00:06:25,120 and his face suddenly just appeared in 155 00:06:30,930 --> 00:06:28,030 my mind's eye and it was just his face I 156 00:06:32,490 --> 00:06:30,940 know no words attached to it no feelings 157 00:06:36,270 --> 00:06:32,500 it was just the face and this went on 158 00:06:39,570 --> 00:06:36,280 for some time and then gradually as I 159 00:06:41,159 --> 00:06:39,580 developed then he started talking to me 160 00:06:44,189 --> 00:06:41,169 now it's not 161 00:06:46,499 --> 00:06:44,199 like you hear a voice in your ears it's 162 00:06:47,939 --> 00:06:46,509 like you I don't know it sounds a good 163 00:06:50,580 --> 00:06:47,949 way of putting it but you you hear a 164 00:06:53,010 --> 00:06:50,590 thought and and I know it wasn't my 165 00:06:54,659 --> 00:06:53,020 thought because I can define my personal 166 00:06:58,409 --> 00:06:54,669 vibrations and what my thoughts sound 167 00:07:00,959 --> 00:06:58,419 like to me and it was being I was being 168 00:07:06,330 --> 00:07:00,969 guided into certain ways of eating and 169 00:07:08,010 --> 00:07:06,340 and I knew it was tabash but I just kept 170 00:07:09,360 --> 00:07:08,020 working with this gently because you 171 00:07:11,760 --> 00:07:09,370 know I didn't feel I needed to push it 172 00:07:15,149 --> 00:07:11,770 as such I felt that I was being prepared 173 00:07:17,640 --> 00:07:15,159 for something differently anyway I was 174 00:07:20,550 --> 00:07:17,650 at work one day and then this stage is 175 00:07:22,469 --> 00:07:20,560 to run a clothing shop and I came home 176 00:07:25,709 --> 00:07:22,479 and all day I'd been feeling this very 177 00:07:27,329 --> 00:07:25,719 bizarre feeling like someone was already 178 00:07:28,920 --> 00:07:27,339 getting my attention tabash was getting 179 00:07:31,110 --> 00:07:28,930 my attention I had to do something so 180 00:07:33,320 --> 00:07:31,120 got home and I remember flicking the 181 00:07:36,209 --> 00:07:33,330 television on and there was this 182 00:07:38,219 --> 00:07:36,219 coincidentally program on channeling and 183 00:07:41,219 --> 00:07:38,229 there's this woman from I can't remember 184 00:07:43,290 --> 00:07:41,229 where being interviewed mm-hmm and I 185 00:07:44,760 --> 00:07:43,300 just knew that what I was feeling had 186 00:07:48,899 --> 00:07:44,770 something to do with with what this 187 00:07:51,749 --> 00:07:48,909 person was all about so I watch the 188 00:07:53,579 --> 00:07:51,759 program and and then I said to my wife 189 00:07:56,399 --> 00:07:53,589 ah this is really interesting let's give 190 00:07:58,350 --> 00:07:56,409 it a go well I had no idea you know what 191 00:08:00,269 --> 00:07:58,360 to do and you know if there were any 192 00:08:01,829 --> 00:08:00,279 rules or whatever I didn't have the 193 00:08:04,260 --> 00:08:01,839 channeling manual or something 194 00:08:05,790 --> 00:08:04,270 so we'd sat at the table right laughs 195 00:08:07,260 --> 00:08:05,800 now and I think about this and we turned 196 00:08:09,889 --> 00:08:07,270 the lights off and lit a candle and this 197 00:08:12,480 --> 00:08:09,899 is the thing useful to do hold hands 198 00:08:14,100 --> 00:08:12,490 anyway so we went on like this for about 199 00:08:16,260 --> 00:08:14,110 10 minutes and it was feeling quite 200 00:08:17,639 --> 00:08:16,270 peaceful and relaxed and you know 201 00:08:18,839 --> 00:08:17,649 nothing really was happening but I 202 00:08:20,550 --> 00:08:18,849 thought well it's it's quite interesting 203 00:08:23,519 --> 00:08:20,560 but then all of a sudden my body just 204 00:08:25,350 --> 00:08:23,529 went absolutely rigid and I remember 205 00:08:27,689 --> 00:08:25,360 feeling really really sad actually this 206 00:08:30,600 --> 00:08:27,699 this whole overwhelming sense of of 207 00:08:32,550 --> 00:08:30,610 grief actually came through and but it 208 00:08:33,870 --> 00:08:32,560 didn't feel like it was my grief it will 209 00:08:35,790 --> 00:08:33,880 felt that was attached to someone else 210 00:08:37,199 --> 00:08:35,800 well as it turned out it was actually my 211 00:08:39,389 --> 00:08:37,209 father and more had passed away a year 212 00:08:40,740 --> 00:08:39,399 before and he started just tearing away 213 00:08:42,300 --> 00:08:40,750 in my head and he started telling me all 214 00:08:45,449 --> 00:08:42,310 these things to tell my wife which were 215 00:08:48,980 --> 00:08:45,459 accurate and so this one on probably for 216 00:08:51,170 --> 00:08:48,990 about half an hour and then stopped 217 00:08:53,360 --> 00:08:51,180 and then I came to and I remember 218 00:08:55,400 --> 00:08:53,370 feeling all this like electricity and my 219 00:08:59,300 --> 00:08:55,410 body this energy in my body and it took 220 00:09:01,010 --> 00:08:59,310 ages to sort of settle down and at the 221 00:09:02,240 --> 00:09:01,020 time I didn't realize it was just you 222 00:09:04,520 --> 00:09:02,250 know how consciousness flowing through 223 00:09:06,230 --> 00:09:04,530 my system anyway I sort of thought wow 224 00:09:08,180 --> 00:09:06,240 you know this was really cool um you 225 00:09:10,370 --> 00:09:08,190 know let's let's give this a go again 226 00:09:12,410 --> 00:09:10,380 again not really relating what I was 227 00:09:14,930 --> 00:09:12,420 experiencing to channeling Otto Bosch as 228 00:09:17,360 --> 00:09:14,940 such and then I started just doing 229 00:09:24,320 --> 00:09:17,370 meditations more and and focusing on 230 00:09:26,720 --> 00:09:24,330 this and then what happened was I 231 00:09:30,770 --> 00:09:26,730 started getting other vibrations started 232 00:09:34,490 --> 00:09:30,780 to come through and I started to channel 233 00:09:36,770 --> 00:09:34,500 a specific energy called Astana and and 234 00:09:38,810 --> 00:09:36,780 he was an entity that apparently I'd had 235 00:09:42,620 --> 00:09:38,820 a previous lifetime with and in those 236 00:09:44,390 --> 00:09:42,630 days it was sitting down eyes closed and 237 00:09:46,910 --> 00:09:44,400 that sort of thing and just a voice 238 00:09:48,070 --> 00:09:46,920 coming out and he was just coming 239 00:09:50,180 --> 00:09:48,080 through with some really beautiful 240 00:09:52,670 --> 00:09:50,190 philosophies and understanding about 241 00:09:54,970 --> 00:09:52,680 life etc and it was a form of 242 00:09:57,140 --> 00:09:54,980 apprenticeship but I always knew that 243 00:09:59,030 --> 00:09:57,150 tabash I didn't know what his name was 244 00:10:01,910 --> 00:09:59,040 really at that point I could feel his 245 00:10:04,840 --> 00:10:01,920 vibration but Jenny had told me but I'd 246 00:10:07,010 --> 00:10:04,850 forgotten about that by that stage and 247 00:10:10,340 --> 00:10:07,020 then he started coming closer and closer 248 00:10:13,960 --> 00:10:10,350 and closer and one day I was upstairs 249 00:10:15,710 --> 00:10:13,970 having this meditation and all sudden 250 00:10:19,010 --> 00:10:15,720 Tobias's in my head 251 00:10:20,690 --> 00:10:19,020 open your eyes and I'm ever thinking no 252 00:10:23,090 --> 00:10:20,700 no I don't want to do that because I'm 253 00:10:26,120 --> 00:10:23,100 feeling such nice energy nice vibration 254 00:10:28,310 --> 00:10:26,130 but then open your eyes blue so I did 255 00:10:28,790 --> 00:10:28,320 that and I wasn't actually in the room 256 00:10:30,980 --> 00:10:28,800 anymore 257 00:10:33,140 --> 00:10:30,990 my whole consciousness had shifted into 258 00:10:34,700 --> 00:10:33,150 you know where I go to an eye channel 259 00:10:37,040 --> 00:10:34,710 and I was actually in a room and I 260 00:10:40,010 --> 00:10:37,050 remember quite specifically a black and 261 00:10:42,410 --> 00:10:40,020 white tiled floor window on that side 262 00:10:43,790 --> 00:10:42,420 tabash standing and looking down at me 263 00:10:46,280 --> 00:10:43,800 and laughing and says why you sitting on 264 00:10:48,830 --> 00:10:46,290 the floor Blair and he goes up up come 265 00:10:53,420 --> 00:10:48,840 and come and talk to me so I stood up 266 00:10:55,520 --> 00:10:53,430 and I was feeling I suppose humble 267 00:10:58,280 --> 00:10:55,530 really humbled by this vibration in this 268 00:11:01,670 --> 00:10:58,290 presence in this experience and any at 269 00:11:02,840 --> 00:11:01,680 the same time it all seems so real and 270 00:11:05,540 --> 00:11:02,850 oh yeah this is now 271 00:11:08,569 --> 00:11:05,550 I know what this is all about anyway 272 00:11:12,019 --> 00:11:08,579 tabash took me and we just sat down and 273 00:11:13,790 --> 00:11:12,029 he just started out laying his plan the 274 00:11:15,740 --> 00:11:13,800 work that we could do together and and 275 00:11:18,259 --> 00:11:15,750 then the changes that he wanted me to 276 00:11:20,300 --> 00:11:18,269 make for this to happen and the 277 00:11:22,370 --> 00:11:20,310 disciplines and the focus and those 278 00:11:24,410 --> 00:11:22,380 sorts of things and again it just all 279 00:11:26,960 --> 00:11:24,420 made sense to me I never felt for a 280 00:11:29,749 --> 00:11:26,970 moment challenged by it or frightened by 281 00:11:31,610 --> 00:11:29,759 it or you know you know what the hell's 282 00:11:34,639 --> 00:11:31,620 going on here sort of stuff 283 00:11:36,379 --> 00:11:34,649 it just felt yeah I'm actually awakened 284 00:11:39,410 --> 00:11:36,389 to an agreement that I made a long time 285 00:11:41,660 --> 00:11:39,420 ago anyway finished the meditation and 286 00:11:43,460 --> 00:11:41,670 whatever it was and came back into my 287 00:11:45,949 --> 00:11:43,470 body and then pretty much from that 288 00:11:48,019 --> 00:11:45,959 point on the process started to 289 00:11:49,879 --> 00:11:48,029 accelerate and tabash started wanting to 290 00:11:53,960 --> 00:11:49,889 practice working through my body quite a 291 00:11:56,449 --> 00:11:53,970 bit so we did that and I remember saying 292 00:11:59,150 --> 00:11:56,459 to him not you know I'm an agreement to 293 00:12:01,100 --> 00:11:59,160 this but there's no way I'm gonna go out 294 00:12:03,800 --> 00:12:01,110 there and do anything public until I 295 00:12:05,360 --> 00:12:03,810 feel completely at ease with this and 296 00:12:07,970 --> 00:12:05,370 comfortable with this and and know that 297 00:12:09,860 --> 00:12:07,980 this is the real McCoy and and you know 298 00:12:11,900 --> 00:12:09,870 I don't feel particularly comfortable in 299 00:12:13,460 --> 00:12:11,910 the public eye you know I just like to 300 00:12:15,710 --> 00:12:13,470 do my thing and and and then get on with 301 00:12:19,249 --> 00:12:15,720 thing but you know you do what you have 302 00:12:21,439 --> 00:12:19,259 to do but sorta bashes that's that's 303 00:12:22,460 --> 00:12:21,449 that's good you know I'll make an 304 00:12:24,889 --> 00:12:22,470 agreement with you make an agreement 305 00:12:26,720 --> 00:12:24,899 with me and so you know it's a sort of a 306 00:12:28,999 --> 00:12:26,730 getting to know you period I suppose I 307 00:12:30,439 --> 00:12:29,009 mean it is this is a thing to remember 308 00:12:31,879 --> 00:12:30,449 that you know when you're a channel with 309 00:12:34,220 --> 00:12:31,889 spirit you guys should develop this 310 00:12:36,679 --> 00:12:34,230 relationship with with this entity and 311 00:12:38,629 --> 00:12:36,689 and it's no different from creating a 312 00:12:40,069 --> 00:12:38,639 friendship with somebody and so you 313 00:12:41,240 --> 00:12:40,079 don't just sort of dive into things you 314 00:12:44,360 --> 00:12:41,250 know you have that getting to know you 315 00:12:46,090 --> 00:12:44,370 period and and so you know that that was 316 00:12:48,679 --> 00:12:46,100 really important as I became familiar 317 00:12:50,629 --> 00:12:48,689 with his vibration as much I suppose as 318 00:12:54,470 --> 00:12:50,639 he became familiar with you know the way 319 00:12:56,240 --> 00:12:54,480 that he uses my body and then after a 320 00:13:00,290 --> 00:12:56,250 while he announced that he wanted to do 321 00:13:05,030 --> 00:13:00,300 a public meeting and so I hire a hall 322 00:13:07,759 --> 00:13:05,040 and put out some flyers and put out the 323 00:13:09,679 --> 00:13:07,769 the idea that this was happening and had 324 00:13:11,720 --> 00:13:09,689 no idea whether two people will turn up 325 00:13:14,980 --> 00:13:11,730 or whatever and as it turned out a 326 00:13:16,699 --> 00:13:14,990 hundred people turned up and so I 327 00:13:18,590 --> 00:13:16,709 remember walking up 328 00:13:20,929 --> 00:13:18,600 the aisle towards the front of the the 329 00:13:24,559 --> 00:13:20,939 room and doing a little bit of a you 330 00:13:26,329 --> 00:13:24,569 know this is who I am spiel and then my 331 00:13:27,829 --> 00:13:26,339 heart was racing and I just thought well 332 00:13:30,350 --> 00:13:27,839 this is get out this over and done with 333 00:13:32,989 --> 00:13:30,360 you know I want to get out of it so I 334 00:13:34,249 --> 00:13:32,999 went disparate and tabash came through 335 00:13:37,369 --> 00:13:34,259 it and gave really really good teaching 336 00:13:41,809 --> 00:13:37,379 and so from that moment on we started 337 00:13:43,369 --> 00:13:41,819 doing public teachings and holes but 338 00:13:44,749 --> 00:13:43,379 also I used to do a lot of work with a 339 00:13:47,540 --> 00:13:44,759 spiritualist Church movement where 340 00:13:50,509 --> 00:13:47,550 tabash would be a guest speaker actually 341 00:13:52,939 --> 00:13:50,519 and eventually we stopped doing that as 342 00:13:55,249 --> 00:13:52,949 my own things sort of got bigger and 343 00:13:57,429 --> 00:13:55,259 bigger and then we ran public meditation 344 00:14:00,199 --> 00:13:57,439 teaching evenings for about 12 years and 345 00:14:01,879 --> 00:14:00,209 tabash would do a specific teaching and 346 00:14:04,759 --> 00:14:01,889 they'd take the audience for a 347 00:14:06,439 --> 00:14:04,769 meditation using music and which was 348 00:14:08,869 --> 00:14:06,449 quite amazing some of the experiences 349 00:14:10,400 --> 00:14:08,879 people had we ran a radio program for a 350 00:14:13,819 --> 00:14:10,410 couple of years called talking with 351 00:14:17,290 --> 00:14:13,829 tabash we started it off as a tabash 352 00:14:19,519 --> 00:14:17,300 would do a teaching and then he would 353 00:14:22,639 --> 00:14:19,529 open up the phone lines and people could 354 00:14:24,079 --> 00:14:22,649 ask questions we changed that after a 355 00:14:26,569 --> 00:14:24,089 while because invariably people are 356 00:14:28,129 --> 00:14:26,579 asking the same old questions mainly you 357 00:14:29,929 --> 00:14:28,139 know well my house sale is there a man 358 00:14:32,749 --> 00:14:29,939 out there for me sort of stuff whereas 359 00:14:34,999 --> 00:14:32,759 you know tabash is is more than that so 360 00:14:37,189 --> 00:14:35,009 we stopped that and then what we started 361 00:14:38,509 --> 00:14:37,199 doing was interviewing people and you 362 00:14:40,850 --> 00:14:38,519 know I know a lot of different sorts of 363 00:14:42,980 --> 00:14:40,860 people's so you know had a quite a 364 00:14:44,900 --> 00:14:42,990 cross-section of people so Tobias would 365 00:14:48,230 --> 00:14:44,910 just he interviewed the race relations 366 00:14:51,139 --> 00:14:48,240 conciliator who is a friend of mine one 367 00:14:53,559 --> 00:14:51,149 of our local councillors and in local 368 00:14:57,949 --> 00:14:53,569 government who was a good campaigner for 369 00:15:00,139 --> 00:14:57,959 safe food we interviewed her we had a 370 00:15:03,199 --> 00:15:00,149 woman who was a channel who from England 371 00:15:05,030 --> 00:15:03,209 so tamasha interviewed the spirit so 372 00:15:07,610 --> 00:15:05,040 there was these two spirits talking to 373 00:15:10,519 --> 00:15:07,620 each other on the air and so that was a 374 00:15:12,019 --> 00:15:10,529 first and yeah it was it was actually 375 00:15:17,509 --> 00:15:12,029 great and and then it just sort of 376 00:15:19,160 --> 00:15:17,519 developed into public work in moving 377 00:15:21,619 --> 00:15:19,170 around the country quite a bit I'm doing 378 00:15:23,629 --> 00:15:21,629 meditation evenings in the same way I 379 00:15:26,689 --> 00:15:23,639 was doing a Wellington but as did we do 380 00:15:28,220 --> 00:15:26,699 we did a lot of seminars people started 381 00:15:29,269 --> 00:15:28,230 ringing me out and asking if we could 382 00:15:31,639 --> 00:15:29,279 put a seminar 383 00:15:34,280 --> 00:15:31,649 gather some a businessman rang me up 384 00:15:37,189 --> 00:15:34,290 wanted a seminar specifically for his 385 00:15:40,480 --> 00:15:37,199 company to bring spirit into you know 386 00:15:43,670 --> 00:15:40,490 his his people's way of understanding 387 00:15:46,519 --> 00:15:43,680 I've run a seminar with adopter on grief 388 00:15:48,049 --> 00:15:46,529 in spirituality which we've done many 389 00:15:51,619 --> 00:15:48,059 times throughout New Zealand which has 390 00:15:55,189 --> 00:15:51,629 been really really amazing and then I 391 00:15:57,079 --> 00:15:55,199 met up with Dolores and met her in 392 00:15:58,220 --> 00:15:57,089 Christchurch in New Zealand as soon as 393 00:15:59,660 --> 00:15:58,230 we've seen about that because I was 394 00:16:01,569 --> 00:15:59,670 actually reading one of her books at 395 00:16:03,439 --> 00:16:01,579 home and this friend of mine in 396 00:16:05,600 --> 00:16:03,449 Christchurch rings up and he goes have 397 00:16:06,799 --> 00:16:05,610 you ever heard of Dolores Canyon and I 398 00:16:07,939 --> 00:16:06,809 said well that's very weird you're 399 00:16:09,530 --> 00:16:07,949 saying now because I'm actually reading 400 00:16:11,660 --> 00:16:09,540 one of her books right now as we speak 401 00:16:13,040 --> 00:16:11,670 why and he says well you know we're 402 00:16:15,439 --> 00:16:13,050 bringing her to Christchurch to a 403 00:16:18,559 --> 00:16:15,449 seminar and we just had a feeling that 404 00:16:19,610 --> 00:16:18,569 you had to meet her and the feeling that 405 00:16:22,340 --> 00:16:19,620 I had to go down there was so 406 00:16:24,920 --> 00:16:22,350 overwhelming so I took some time off 407 00:16:27,769 --> 00:16:24,930 work and went down and and we met and we 408 00:16:30,170 --> 00:16:27,779 just clicked and and it was obviously a 409 00:16:34,189 --> 00:16:30,180 real meeting of two souls who made an 410 00:16:36,679 --> 00:16:34,199 agreement so eventually she invited me 411 00:16:39,949 --> 00:16:36,689 to do the transformation conference in 412 00:16:42,710 --> 00:16:39,959 2010 so I came over and then we did the 413 00:16:45,199 --> 00:16:42,720 conference and then went around America 414 00:16:47,780 --> 00:16:45,209 presenting lectures and that sort of 415 00:16:49,249 --> 00:16:47,790 thing and she's since of course been to 416 00:16:52,280 --> 00:16:49,259 New Zealand several times we've done the 417 00:16:55,730 --> 00:16:52,290 same thing my work with tabash is 418 00:16:56,840 --> 00:16:55,740 obviously evolving all the time and you 419 00:16:58,790 --> 00:16:56,850 know it's not so much a matter of a 420 00:17:01,369 --> 00:16:58,800 where will this take me it's more matter 421 00:17:04,220 --> 00:17:01,379 or this is where I'm standing and the 422 00:17:06,350 --> 00:17:04,230 thing you learn is to very much that's 423 00:17:07,819 --> 00:17:06,360 not so much trusting the process but 424 00:17:12,169 --> 00:17:07,829 being aware you are involved in a 425 00:17:14,600 --> 00:17:12,179 process that feels natural and so I'm I 426 00:17:17,689 --> 00:17:14,610 suppose in sync enough with spirit after 427 00:17:20,059 --> 00:17:17,699 doing this for 25 years now to know 428 00:17:22,880 --> 00:17:20,069 whether that's a good thing to do or not 429 00:17:24,679 --> 00:17:22,890 and and also life is full of other 430 00:17:27,020 --> 00:17:24,689 catalysts as well that takes you into a 431 00:17:28,220 --> 00:17:27,030 different part of journeys so and you 432 00:17:30,860 --> 00:17:28,230 know as I've written in a book I've 433 00:17:32,389 --> 00:17:30,870 written recently my wife she was 434 00:17:35,149 --> 00:17:32,399 recently diagnosed with Alzheimer's and 435 00:17:37,639 --> 00:17:35,159 so again here's another trigger for 436 00:17:40,310 --> 00:17:37,649 growth and development and so again it's 437 00:17:43,050 --> 00:17:40,320 once again changed my perspective of 438 00:17:44,370 --> 00:17:43,060 things and and I can feel the 439 00:17:48,030 --> 00:17:44,380 that's for it's working with me is 440 00:17:49,920 --> 00:17:48,040 changing interestingly I think because 441 00:17:53,490 --> 00:17:49,930 of how my wife is it's teaching me to be 442 00:17:55,470 --> 00:17:53,500 more present and to listen on our higher 443 00:17:57,750 --> 00:17:55,480 level and I'm very very conscious of 444 00:17:59,550 --> 00:17:57,760 spurring around all the time and I know 445 00:18:01,380 --> 00:17:59,560 that they're helping us with what she's 446 00:18:03,510 --> 00:18:01,390 going through and so whatever the 447 00:18:05,310 --> 00:18:03,520 conclusion is for her which obviously 448 00:18:07,770 --> 00:18:05,320 it's not going to be favorable it's just 449 00:18:09,840 --> 00:18:07,780 going to change my direction and so sort 450 00:18:15,860 --> 00:18:09,850 of be interesting to see as a channel 451 00:18:15,870 --> 00:18:27,950 okay 452 00:19:22,010 --> 00:19:02,110 you 453 00:19:25,340 --> 00:19:22,020 because of the way that life is changing 454 00:19:29,090 --> 00:19:25,350 so dramatically for everybody so many 455 00:19:31,010 --> 00:19:29,100 people are thinking of physically you 456 00:19:32,510 --> 00:19:31,020 know what is that I'm needing to do what 457 00:19:34,460 --> 00:19:32,520 is that I'm needing to change you know 458 00:19:37,540 --> 00:19:34,470 what's the structure that I need to what 459 00:19:40,490 --> 00:19:37,550 do I have to prepare for obviously 460 00:19:43,660 --> 00:19:40,500 invariably you come to those situations 461 00:19:47,060 --> 00:19:43,670 but before you make any major changes 462 00:19:50,060 --> 00:19:47,070 you first have to go to yourself and you 463 00:19:53,240 --> 00:19:50,070 have to ask yourself what's the simplest 464 00:19:56,360 --> 00:19:53,250 way that I can take that step forward at 465 00:19:59,060 --> 00:19:56,370 this point what makes sense to me at 466 00:20:01,130 --> 00:19:59,070 this particular point I think human 467 00:20:03,020 --> 00:20:01,140 nature is very good at oh you know give 468 00:20:05,720 --> 00:20:03,030 me this big major script and I'm gonna 469 00:20:09,080 --> 00:20:05,730 memorize a new way of living but the 470 00:20:12,620 --> 00:20:09,090 simplicity is is that as consciousness 471 00:20:14,300 --> 00:20:12,630 you have availability to all of life 472 00:20:18,680 --> 00:20:14,310 full of source power all of God's energy 473 00:20:21,740 --> 00:20:18,690 and you've got to recognize that because 474 00:20:23,450 --> 00:20:21,750 that's intrinsically what you are that 475 00:20:26,960 --> 00:20:23,460 you've got to bring this vibration 476 00:20:30,020 --> 00:20:26,970 through you before you can actually make 477 00:20:32,200 --> 00:20:30,030 the changes and this is the position 478 00:20:34,430 --> 00:20:32,210 that humans are in it's like this 479 00:20:37,580 --> 00:20:34,440 repositioning of your soul 480 00:20:41,030 --> 00:20:37,590 worth with source power and when you 481 00:20:42,500 --> 00:20:41,040 have that alignment it allows that 482 00:20:44,720 --> 00:20:42,510 vibration to flow through your physical 483 00:20:47,720 --> 00:20:44,730 body in a more what I'll just say 484 00:20:50,810 --> 00:20:47,730 genuine manner and once that happens 485 00:20:53,120 --> 00:20:50,820 then your physical reality starts to 486 00:20:57,380 --> 00:20:53,130 decide what way you want to make sense 487 00:20:59,660 --> 00:20:57,390 of your personal journey the realities 488 00:21:01,790 --> 00:20:59,670 that you're actually creating and so as 489 00:21:03,980 --> 00:21:01,800 you focus on your own sense of self and 490 00:21:05,750 --> 00:21:03,990 your own unique vibration and you keep 491 00:21:07,280 --> 00:21:05,760 finding that alignment then it makes 492 00:21:09,530 --> 00:21:07,290 to think that you're going to seek out 493 00:21:11,930 --> 00:21:09,540 four others who are doing exactly the 494 00:21:14,810 --> 00:21:11,940 same thing and so gradually collectively 495 00:21:17,810 --> 00:21:14,820 you you amass around you like-minded 496 00:21:20,240 --> 00:21:17,820 vibrations and so you hang out with with 497 00:21:21,950 --> 00:21:20,250 that particular crowd and and by doing 498 00:21:24,260 --> 00:21:21,960 that you're also lifting vibrations 499 00:21:25,760 --> 00:21:24,270 lifting energy so really you know the 500 00:21:28,370 --> 00:21:25,770 process that humans are involved at this 501 00:21:30,530 --> 00:21:28,380 point is this big sort of sifting out 502 00:21:32,920 --> 00:21:30,540 process and you know I find it 503 00:21:35,930 --> 00:21:32,930 interesting that in some people's cases 504 00:21:37,760 --> 00:21:35,940 they find that the transition is quite 505 00:21:40,370 --> 00:21:37,770 difficult and this is where a lot of 506 00:21:42,950 --> 00:21:40,380 people are as human say checking out so 507 00:21:44,720 --> 00:21:42,960 they're deciding to pass and to spur at 508 00:21:47,930 --> 00:21:44,730 this particular point and it's not 509 00:21:49,880 --> 00:21:47,940 necessarily because they can't cope but 510 00:21:52,340 --> 00:21:49,890 but they realize that the vibration that 511 00:21:55,460 --> 00:21:52,350 they're gonna have to attune to doesn't 512 00:21:57,620 --> 00:21:55,470 somehow fit in with with you know what 513 00:21:59,150 --> 00:21:57,630 what they feel works for them so they 514 00:22:01,280 --> 00:21:59,160 decide that the process is better 515 00:22:03,590 --> 00:22:01,290 evolved outside of the body rather than 516 00:22:05,480 --> 00:22:03,600 inside of the body and and and often 517 00:22:07,760 --> 00:22:05,490 these Souls can be exceedingly useful as 518 00:22:09,140 --> 00:22:07,770 guides you know once they get out there 519 00:22:11,900 --> 00:22:09,150 and direct the family and the friends 520 00:22:13,640 --> 00:22:11,910 and so on and so forth and and so you 521 00:22:16,670 --> 00:22:13,650 know I would probably stress to every 522 00:22:19,040 --> 00:22:16,680 human being the importance of you know 523 00:22:20,510 --> 00:22:19,050 before you feel that you've got to give 524 00:22:22,280 --> 00:22:20,520 up your job and give up your 525 00:22:25,580 --> 00:22:22,290 relationships and change everything 526 00:22:28,730 --> 00:22:25,590 dramatically just stand still and and 527 00:22:30,290 --> 00:22:28,740 make a lot of peace with yourself you 528 00:22:32,660 --> 00:22:30,300 know stand still make that peace with 529 00:22:34,520 --> 00:22:32,670 yourself and then just look around you 530 00:22:35,660 --> 00:22:34,530 and ask yourself right well at this 531 00:22:38,540 --> 00:22:35,670 point in my life 532 00:22:40,520 --> 00:22:38,550 what really makes sense to me in the way 533 00:22:42,170 --> 00:22:40,530 that I think in the way that I feel in 534 00:22:45,050 --> 00:22:42,180 the way that I feel I'm doing the 535 00:22:48,410 --> 00:22:45,060 driving what are the indicators of my 536 00:22:50,630 --> 00:22:48,420 life that are saying to me this is 537 00:22:53,810 --> 00:22:50,640 important to change this this is 538 00:22:56,570 --> 00:22:53,820 important to see things in this light or 539 00:22:58,730 --> 00:22:56,580 to move away from that situation but 540 00:23:01,460 --> 00:22:58,740 it's also about having a plan a strong 541 00:23:03,410 --> 00:23:01,470 plan you know a lot of humans to just go 542 00:23:06,050 --> 00:23:03,420 diving in before they read the sign that 543 00:23:08,210 --> 00:23:06,060 says don't go diving in and so it's best 544 00:23:10,430 --> 00:23:08,220 to just sit back and think oh hang on a 545 00:23:12,440 --> 00:23:10,440 minute let's just test that water out a 546 00:23:14,240 --> 00:23:12,450 little bit so I'm just sort of stone in 547 00:23:16,700 --> 00:23:14,250 there first and see what's in there or 548 00:23:18,680 --> 00:23:16,710 see how deep it is or if it definitely 549 00:23:20,300 --> 00:23:18,690 says don't go down that road they 550 00:23:22,310 --> 00:23:20,310 you know obviously that's an indicator 551 00:23:22,640 --> 00:23:22,320 to you that that you know it's not for 552 00:23:31,400 --> 00:23:22,650 you 553 00:23:33,200 --> 00:23:31,410 have to keep on making and evolving 554 00:23:35,120 --> 00:23:33,210 because they should keep evolving you 555 00:23:36,530 --> 00:23:35,130 got to evolve your life with the way 556 00:23:38,270 --> 00:23:36,540 that you're actually changing I mean a 557 00:23:39,980 --> 00:23:38,280 lot of people make a lot of changes 558 00:23:41,990 --> 00:23:39,990 within themselves and then sometimes 559 00:23:44,720 --> 00:23:42,000 forget to change their life and then 560 00:23:46,070 --> 00:23:44,730 wonder why nothing's different or or and 561 00:23:48,260 --> 00:23:46,080 simply you know they get caught up into 562 00:23:50,930 --> 00:23:48,270 those patterns and those habits and 563 00:23:52,370 --> 00:23:50,940 those fears etc because I mean all of 564 00:23:54,230 --> 00:23:52,380 the time even though you're not 565 00:23:55,880 --> 00:23:54,240 necessarily knowing you're doing it 566 00:23:57,920 --> 00:23:55,890 you're you're expanding you're evolving 567 00:23:59,930 --> 00:23:57,930 you're you're you're caught up into that 568 00:24:01,790 --> 00:23:59,940 great consciousness all the time and 569 00:24:03,650 --> 00:24:01,800 then you will be given indications and 570 00:24:06,230 --> 00:24:03,660 most people would experience it as I 571 00:24:09,230 --> 00:24:06,240 just feel different about something or 572 00:24:11,570 --> 00:24:09,240 or something's changing and and 573 00:24:13,730 --> 00:24:11,580 obviously the god part of you as I put 574 00:24:16,730 --> 00:24:13,740 it is growing and there's a garden you 575 00:24:19,880 --> 00:24:16,740 grows it's got to change and challenge 576 00:24:21,890 --> 00:24:19,890 your human nature and to to change your 577 00:24:23,660 --> 00:24:21,900 human nature one doesn't have to do it 578 00:24:26,570 --> 00:24:23,670 through conflict one doesn't have to do 579 00:24:28,520 --> 00:24:26,580 it through big huge changes again 580 00:24:30,650 --> 00:24:28,530 getting back what I said before what's 581 00:24:32,990 --> 00:24:30,660 the simplest thing or simplest way that 582 00:24:35,300 --> 00:24:33,000 I can do to make a difference in that 583 00:24:37,790 --> 00:24:35,310 sense and so I mean you born through 584 00:24:40,490 --> 00:24:37,800 your own fundamental changes so so the 585 00:24:42,110 --> 00:24:40,500 way that you've driven your life you 586 00:24:44,150 --> 00:24:42,120 know you've realized yourself the 587 00:24:47,150 --> 00:24:44,160 importance of I can't be there anymore 588 00:24:49,430 --> 00:24:47,160 and and I suppose saying that makes me 589 00:24:52,850 --> 00:24:49,440 think people are deciding not just as 590 00:24:55,880 --> 00:24:52,860 individuals who they choose to be but on 591 00:24:58,430 --> 00:24:55,890 a mass level who are we all together and 592 00:25:01,070 --> 00:24:58,440 and within who are we all together 593 00:25:03,710 --> 00:25:01,080 what vibration are we creating and with 594 00:25:06,460 --> 00:25:03,720 this vibration what way can we all make 595 00:25:10,970 --> 00:25:06,470 a difference and and and I feel that 596 00:25:13,430 --> 00:25:10,980 worldwide it's like separate factions if 597 00:25:16,700 --> 00:25:13,440 you like of consciousness are developing 598 00:25:19,670 --> 00:25:16,710 and and as they develop and raise their 599 00:25:23,960 --> 00:25:19,680 vibration then it's all been linked in 600 00:25:27,020 --> 00:25:23,970 so there's a lot of invisible vibration 601 00:25:30,410 --> 00:25:27,030 that's actually moving around the planet 602 00:25:32,530 --> 00:25:30,420 at the moment as collective groups start 603 00:25:33,910 --> 00:25:32,540 to make a big 604 00:25:36,210 --> 00:25:33,920 difference because there's more and more 605 00:25:38,440 --> 00:25:36,220 people who are involved in that energy 606 00:25:41,170 --> 00:25:38,450 so what happens is that that energy 607 00:25:43,120 --> 00:25:41,180 rises and you know you can imagine a bit 608 00:25:44,530 --> 00:25:43,130 like a cloud and then another cloud 609 00:25:46,420 --> 00:25:44,540 coming together there another cloud come 610 00:25:48,040 --> 00:25:46,430 but in this case it's its energy and so 611 00:25:49,900 --> 00:25:48,050 it's moving around the planet at this 612 00:25:50,770 --> 00:25:49,910 particular point and as it moves around 613 00:25:52,660 --> 00:25:50,780 the planet 614 00:25:56,980 --> 00:25:52,670 other people like yourselves and others 615 00:26:00,250 --> 00:25:56,990 who are in this need to develop that 616 00:26:03,250 --> 00:26:00,260 part of them are starting to link in to 617 00:26:05,950 --> 00:26:03,260 that vibration to to this energy and and 618 00:26:07,470 --> 00:26:05,960 so it's like a very fine line that's 619 00:26:10,720 --> 00:26:07,480 connected and sexually connected 620 00:26:12,940 --> 00:26:10,730 physically to all your heart area so 621 00:26:15,580 --> 00:26:12,950 your heart chakras are all connecting up 622 00:26:17,470 --> 00:26:15,590 with these lines of light and so you're 623 00:26:21,550 --> 00:26:17,480 literally it's like an intravenous feed 624 00:26:24,760 --> 00:26:21,560 I suppose of consciousness now as it 625 00:26:27,010 --> 00:26:24,770 moves into your body then a lot of 626 00:26:31,090 --> 00:26:27,020 people are realizing it's pushing out 627 00:26:33,010 --> 00:26:31,100 the old energy so it's a bit like let's 628 00:26:35,740 --> 00:26:33,020 call it a energy transfusion in this 629 00:26:38,140 --> 00:26:35,750 particular case so so as the new energy 630 00:26:39,970 --> 00:26:38,150 comes in the old energy is is being 631 00:26:42,550 --> 00:26:39,980 pushed out and so of course there are 632 00:26:45,130 --> 00:26:42,560 repercussions to that as people work 633 00:26:47,050 --> 00:26:45,140 through certain issues or adjustments 634 00:26:50,320 --> 00:26:47,060 have to be made physiologically hence 635 00:26:51,730 --> 00:26:50,330 the need to pay attention to the mind 636 00:26:54,520 --> 00:26:51,740 and the body in the spirit in this 637 00:26:57,370 --> 00:26:54,530 process and I feel in a sense of this 638 00:27:00,880 --> 00:26:57,380 the necessity to be very mindful of the 639 00:27:05,080 --> 00:27:00,890 way that you are paying attention so to 640 00:27:06,610 --> 00:27:05,090 quote I think it is John Kehoe he said 641 00:27:10,180 --> 00:27:06,620 something and in one of his books about 642 00:27:13,120 --> 00:27:10,190 being a mind athlete and and so you have 643 00:27:15,550 --> 00:27:13,130 to train the mind into a specific 644 00:27:18,610 --> 00:27:15,560 training regime like an athlete would 645 00:27:20,830 --> 00:27:18,620 train the body to specifically you know 646 00:27:22,960 --> 00:27:20,840 get the best result so what you are 647 00:27:25,390 --> 00:27:22,970 doing is that you're training your ideas 648 00:27:28,570 --> 00:27:25,400 so that you ensure that you're carrying 649 00:27:31,720 --> 00:27:28,580 ideas with you that are specific to that 650 00:27:35,110 --> 00:27:31,730 vibration I like to sort of call it life 651 00:27:37,120 --> 00:27:35,120 by invitation so you're inviting in the 652 00:27:39,760 --> 00:27:37,130 specific frequencies that you actually 653 00:27:43,090 --> 00:27:39,770 want training them to work in a certain 654 00:27:45,190 --> 00:27:43,100 manner that is unique to you and then 655 00:27:46,210 --> 00:27:45,200 having made the shifts and made that 656 00:27:48,970 --> 00:27:46,220 connection on a great 657 00:27:51,490 --> 00:27:48,980 why you start recognizing more of others 658 00:27:54,220 --> 00:27:51,500 who are doing the same thing and and in 659 00:27:57,130 --> 00:27:54,230 a way it's a bit like a light language 660 00:27:58,450 --> 00:27:57,140 it'll call it through vibration and so 661 00:28:00,730 --> 00:27:58,460 you start to attract more and more 662 00:28:03,039 --> 00:28:00,740 people who are of that frequency and 663 00:28:05,740 --> 00:28:03,049 this is going to continue to happen and 664 00:28:09,100 --> 00:28:05,750 you know I find it interesting that at 665 00:28:11,970 --> 00:28:09,110 this point there's an equality of 50/50 666 00:28:14,500 --> 00:28:11,980 in regards to harmony and conflict and 667 00:28:16,450 --> 00:28:14,510 and and whereas before there was more 668 00:28:18,490 --> 00:28:16,460 conflict than there was more harmony but 669 00:28:20,520 --> 00:28:18,500 of course now it's balancing itself out 670 00:28:23,710 --> 00:28:20,530 and so you're getting to the point where 671 00:28:26,770 --> 00:28:23,720 in transition you're moving more into 672 00:28:29,110 --> 00:28:26,780 that light vibration and that's why you 673 00:28:31,240 --> 00:28:29,120 get to a certain degree where you don't 674 00:28:34,090 --> 00:28:31,250 have to look at the conflict and think 675 00:28:37,000 --> 00:28:34,100 what is it that I need to do to remedy 676 00:28:38,380 --> 00:28:37,010 that or resolve that you suddenly 677 00:28:40,990 --> 00:28:38,390 instead get to the port where now I'll 678 00:28:43,330 --> 00:28:41,000 just turn the light up more I'll be more 679 00:28:45,549 --> 00:28:43,340 powerful and that takes a lot of 680 00:28:48,220 --> 00:28:45,559 pressure of you instead of having to 681 00:28:50,260 --> 00:28:48,230 focus on what you need to work out you 682 00:28:52,750 --> 00:28:50,270 just turn the volume up more let's have 683 00:28:55,630 --> 00:28:52,760 more light on that please and and then 684 00:28:59,080 --> 00:28:55,640 you see more and you realize that that 685 00:29:01,539 --> 00:28:59,090 light invariably just overwhelms that 686 00:29:04,480 --> 00:29:01,549 conflict energy and so by doing that 687 00:29:07,860 --> 00:29:04,490 you've shifted the consciousness and 688 00:29:10,270 --> 00:29:07,870 you've turned what was counterproductive 689 00:29:12,669 --> 00:29:10,280 into something that could be Cooper are 690 00:29:14,529 --> 00:29:12,679 productive so you can take what was 691 00:29:16,149 --> 00:29:14,539 darkened and put a light on to it and 692 00:29:18,130 --> 00:29:16,159 when you put a light on to the darkness 693 00:29:19,240 --> 00:29:18,140 and there's no more darkness if you 694 00:29:23,409 --> 00:29:19,250 switch the lights on where there's a 695 00:29:25,990 --> 00:29:23,419 dark and and so it's really just a way 696 00:29:27,899 --> 00:29:26,000 of reorganizing energy basically so it's 697 00:29:30,520 --> 00:29:27,909 just complete reorganizing of 698 00:29:32,919 --> 00:29:30,530 consciousness and what an exciting thing 699 00:29:35,200 --> 00:29:32,929 to do and and also if you think about 700 00:29:36,760 --> 00:29:35,210 yourselves as individuals that's exactly 701 00:29:39,130 --> 00:29:36,770 what you're doing you're reorganizing 702 00:29:40,720 --> 00:29:39,140 yourselves you're reorganizing your mind 703 00:29:41,890 --> 00:29:40,730 your body in your spirit and then once 704 00:29:43,419 --> 00:29:41,900 you've done that then you have to 705 00:29:45,850 --> 00:29:43,429 organize your mind in your body in the 706 00:29:47,950 --> 00:29:45,860 spur to work together to be 707 00:29:50,590 --> 00:29:47,960 complimentary to each other now they 708 00:29:52,029 --> 00:29:50,600 actually know that that's how it works 709 00:29:55,210 --> 00:29:52,039 because your whole systems are 710 00:29:57,639 --> 00:29:55,220 programmed to know that and and so as 711 00:29:58,510 --> 00:29:57,649 you remind your systems through your 712 00:30:00,010 --> 00:29:58,520 self-development 713 00:30:01,180 --> 00:30:00,020 then they wake up to that 714 00:30:03,490 --> 00:30:01,190 idea and they start pulling their 715 00:30:05,140 --> 00:30:03,500 energies together and an occasion you 716 00:30:06,310 --> 00:30:05,150 might get a renegade thought that takes 717 00:30:08,560 --> 00:30:06,320 your mind or your body and your spirit 718 00:30:11,470 --> 00:30:08,570 on to some sort of tangent but it's just 719 00:30:14,020 --> 00:30:11,480 a matter of I think it's that concept of 720 00:30:18,490 --> 00:30:14,030 leadership showing a high level of 721 00:30:19,990 --> 00:30:18,500 leading your God nature and into a way 722 00:30:22,030 --> 00:30:20,000 where your body and your mind is 723 00:30:27,900 --> 00:30:22,040 completely linked in all the time 724 00:30:31,150 --> 00:30:27,910 and there's a phrase which goes life 725 00:30:35,080 --> 00:30:31,160 with the knowledge of God is always 726 00:30:37,300 --> 00:30:35,090 going to be productive life without the 727 00:30:41,830 --> 00:30:37,310 knowledge of God is always going to be 728 00:30:45,880 --> 00:30:41,840 destructive and and humans have moved 729 00:30:49,450 --> 00:30:45,890 away from destructiveness as a reality 730 00:30:55,540 --> 00:30:49,460 and they're moving more into life and 731 00:30:58,390 --> 00:30:55,550 creation as the reality but it's an 732 00:31:02,740 --> 00:30:58,400 education process because this planet 733 00:31:05,770 --> 00:31:02,750 has been run so much through fear and an 734 00:31:10,360 --> 00:31:05,780 ego based vibrations that it's 735 00:31:13,270 --> 00:31:10,370 distributed its energy to certain groups 736 00:31:17,380 --> 00:31:13,280 of souls who run the show so to speak 737 00:31:22,020 --> 00:31:17,390 and and and then by doing that they've 738 00:31:25,660 --> 00:31:22,030 taught people to deny access to 739 00:31:28,780 --> 00:31:25,670 everything and I'm not just meaning God 740 00:31:31,660 --> 00:31:28,790 I mean in all information that's 741 00:31:35,920 --> 00:31:31,670 available whether it comes from spirit 742 00:31:38,650 --> 00:31:35,930 whether it comes from alien forces 743 00:31:41,470 --> 00:31:38,660 whether it comes from other dimensions 744 00:31:44,340 --> 00:31:41,480 or parallel universes all this 745 00:31:47,200 --> 00:31:44,350 information is available to everybody 746 00:31:51,070 --> 00:31:47,210 but then if you look back in history 747 00:31:52,780 --> 00:31:51,080 let's make people afraid and that way we 748 00:31:55,420 --> 00:31:52,790 can make sure that they don't know 749 00:31:57,910 --> 00:31:55,430 what's really guy not if we don't do 750 00:32:00,250 --> 00:31:57,920 that then they'll just be like us which 751 00:32:04,590 --> 00:32:00,260 means that you know we won't be powerful 752 00:32:07,030 --> 00:32:04,600 anymore and and and so you saw this 753 00:32:09,880 --> 00:32:07,040 distribution if you like of light energy 754 00:32:12,580 --> 00:32:09,890 and that's just an evolutionary thing as 755 00:32:13,720 --> 00:32:12,590 well because people you know were born 756 00:32:15,669 --> 00:32:13,730 in their history 757 00:32:17,590 --> 00:32:15,679 and they became further and further away 758 00:32:20,529 --> 00:32:17,600 from light and they allowed themselves 759 00:32:23,139 --> 00:32:20,539 to accept that the leader or the shaman 760 00:32:25,180 --> 00:32:23,149 or whoever it was the chief they are the 761 00:32:27,310 --> 00:32:25,190 ones with all the power and we are the 762 00:32:28,720 --> 00:32:27,320 ones who have to be told what to do but 763 00:32:31,419 --> 00:32:28,730 now you're at a point where you're all 764 00:32:33,039 --> 00:32:31,429 the people with the power and of course 765 00:32:36,669 --> 00:32:33,049 you know then you look at the people who 766 00:32:38,350 --> 00:32:36,679 supposedly have the power and well how 767 00:32:41,139 --> 00:32:38,360 do we change this how do we get rid of 768 00:32:44,379 --> 00:32:41,149 this and you see it you see it with all 769 00:32:46,240 --> 00:32:44,389 the different ways of the breaking down 770 00:32:48,700 --> 00:32:46,250 of political systems and economic 771 00:32:51,250 --> 00:32:48,710 systems and social systems you see it 772 00:32:54,399 --> 00:32:51,260 you know worldwide and and and this is 773 00:32:57,779 --> 00:32:54,409 as everything evolves on a collective 774 00:32:59,980 --> 00:32:57,789 level it's the displacement of what was 775 00:33:02,230 --> 00:32:59,990 so that therefore you're able to be 776 00:33:04,659 --> 00:33:02,240 involved in the new energy and the new 777 00:33:07,450 --> 00:33:04,669 energy has to be organized carefully and 778 00:33:12,899 --> 00:33:07,460 equally and balanced so that therefore 779 00:33:17,169 --> 00:33:12,909 you have the harmony where true 780 00:33:18,009 --> 00:33:17,179 leadership comes from in the future and 781 00:33:20,409 --> 00:33:18,019 I'm just thinking about it from 782 00:33:22,690 --> 00:33:20,419 political perspective in the future 783 00:33:25,960 --> 00:33:22,700 what you'll have is you have equal 784 00:33:28,029 --> 00:33:25,970 governments in regards to male 785 00:33:30,009 --> 00:33:28,039 representative female representative 786 00:33:31,539 --> 00:33:30,019 because it's all about that harmony in 787 00:33:34,090 --> 00:33:31,549 the balance I mean if you think about it 788 00:33:36,700 --> 00:33:34,100 it's mainly patriarchal and so the male 789 00:33:38,860 --> 00:33:36,710 energy overwhelms and overpowers and so 790 00:33:40,690 --> 00:33:38,870 but even some of the females who are 791 00:33:43,629 --> 00:33:40,700 involved in politics they still overtly 792 00:33:45,129 --> 00:33:43,639 stolen their male power so it's got to 793 00:33:47,500 --> 00:33:45,139 bring that that that balance and that 794 00:33:50,529 --> 00:33:47,510 harmony into that and true rule can only 795 00:33:52,090 --> 00:33:50,539 come about by having that and and and so 796 00:33:55,090 --> 00:33:52,100 but of course you know and in some 797 00:33:57,340 --> 00:33:55,100 countries it's told people who are very 798 00:33:59,590 --> 00:33:57,350 aggressive who really you know pulling 799 00:34:01,389 --> 00:33:59,600 the strings as such and and yet again 800 00:34:05,379 --> 00:34:01,399 all that's changing so I think there's a 801 00:34:06,970 --> 00:34:05,389 strong move away from from evolution but 802 00:34:10,210 --> 00:34:06,980 it's interesting isn't it you look at 803 00:34:13,300 --> 00:34:10,220 countries worldwide that for many 804 00:34:15,849 --> 00:34:13,310 decades have invested financially in 805 00:34:18,220 --> 00:34:15,859 conflict what's happening to those 806 00:34:20,470 --> 00:34:18,230 countries and and so a lot of those 807 00:34:24,129 --> 00:34:20,480 countries karmically are finding 808 00:34:25,659 --> 00:34:24,139 themselves you know in a position where 809 00:34:27,520 --> 00:34:25,669 there's a lot of difficulties because 810 00:34:34,090 --> 00:34:27,530 you can't 811 00:34:35,200 --> 00:34:34,100 invest in conflict and not have it come 812 00:34:37,450 --> 00:34:35,210 back on you in some way 813 00:34:40,030 --> 00:34:37,460 and so you're seeing the breaking down 814 00:34:42,790 --> 00:34:40,040 of the superpowers as people say and a 815 00:34:46,510 --> 00:34:42,800 redistribution of the energy on a world 816 00:34:48,760 --> 00:34:46,520 level and and and so but it's a process 817 00:34:51,790 --> 00:34:48,770 that you can't really put a time span 818 00:34:54,100 --> 00:34:51,800 onto because you know if you people do 819 00:34:56,320 --> 00:34:54,110 they just get caught up into too much of 820 00:34:59,050 --> 00:34:56,330 an impatience vibration so it's best to 821 00:35:01,720 --> 00:34:59,060 as I said do what you can when you can 822 00:35:03,990 --> 00:35:01,730 how you can as an individual you know 823 00:35:06,370 --> 00:35:04,000 you look to your own systems 824 00:35:07,960 --> 00:35:06,380 economically what what changes can I 825 00:35:09,790 --> 00:35:07,970 make to be more profitable and bring 826 00:35:12,190 --> 00:35:09,800 more balance physically emotionally 827 00:35:14,560 --> 00:35:12,200 socially you know what are the changes I 828 00:35:16,630 --> 00:35:14,570 make because it's me as the individual 829 00:35:18,190 --> 00:35:16,640 that's going to make a difference to the 830 00:35:21,970 --> 00:35:18,200 collective power so you will have a 831 00:35:25,750 --> 00:35:21,980 responsibility to the way the world is 832 00:35:28,090 --> 00:35:25,760 going to become and and it is not a hard 833 00:35:30,820 --> 00:35:28,100 task you just have to live your life 834 00:35:32,170 --> 00:35:30,830 consciously in the most authentic and 835 00:35:34,570 --> 00:35:32,180 genuine fashion that you feel that you 836 00:35:38,140 --> 00:35:34,580 can you do what you can when you can how 837 00:35:41,230 --> 00:35:38,150 you can without pressure but as I said 838 00:35:42,820 --> 00:35:41,240 if you turn the light on then you see 839 00:35:46,030 --> 00:35:42,830 everything and I think I shall finish 840 00:35:48,430 --> 00:35:46,040 with the concept of enlightenment and to 841 00:35:51,130 --> 00:35:48,440 me enlightenment means to be in light of 842 00:35:54,100 --> 00:35:51,140 life so when you turn all the lights on 843 00:35:57,070 --> 00:35:54,110 you see everything and you realize that 844 00:36:00,010 --> 00:35:57,080 everything is just always there and it 845 00:36:03,300 --> 00:36:00,020 never goes away but what you do is you 846 00:36:07,420 --> 00:36:03,310 get to a point we were able to take a 847 00:36:10,690 --> 00:36:07,430 situation and position it in a way which 848 00:36:12,670 --> 00:36:10,700 works better for you or you position it 849 00:36:13,960 --> 00:36:12,680 where you don't need it anymore and you 850 00:36:16,450 --> 00:36:13,970 know it's there and you know so it's 851 00:36:18,670 --> 00:36:16,460 going to be there but you don't have a 852 00:36:21,490 --> 00:36:18,680 link with it anymore because you've 853 00:36:25,120 --> 00:36:21,500 decided with your mind and with your